Being single on Valentine's Day 2020
Being single on Valentine's Day 2020. I swear sometimes it really feels time is passing too fast. Last year's 14th Feb doesn't feels like a year has been passed. I never really care too much about Valentine's Day and being single or being single on this day. I have been single my entire life, no pls no long distance relationship counting which wasn't even a proper relationship.
It's 2020 and I am still single. I wanna say this.. I am caring too much about this Valentine's day then I have probably did in my previous life years. It is just feeling so sad and empty. I really wanted to be complete with someone this year, I had expectations and hopes. Seeing all these posts on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat etc. On Valentine's, most are memes and most people who post are single lol but I don't know when I'll finally get a girlfriend. I care about it now, I really want someone to love and someone I can love. I have waited enough in my life.
Life without a partner is just not cool, yes have watched alot of movies and shows recently and my thinking has kinda changed on having someone. I still have crush on that someone but she don't care. It doesn't even matter anymore, now I wish someone else comes in my life and I move on and this time someone who actually gives a damn about me.
I am spending today watching this new Netflix show I found, Altered Carbon and listened to new Justin Bieber's album Changes, I don't even like it lol except 3 songs maybe which are ok. Rest I spent time going through social medias, I wish today was college so at least I could be out and not be at home being on bed. I like being out and do things, with people.
So yeah, this is my Valentine's Day. I hope my future life partner is doing happy right now, living her best moments. It's okay if she has a boyfriend and she is celebrating this day with him, but doesn't matter she will eventually meet me soon. Too bad for her boyfriend, lol. If she is single and thinking something similar like me then it's still very cool. I love her even if I haven't met her, or did? Whatever.
Happy Valentine's Day, as much as I hate it right now.
It's 2020 and I am still single. I wanna say this.. I am caring too much about this Valentine's day then I have probably did in my previous life years. It is just feeling so sad and empty. I really wanted to be complete with someone this year, I had expectations and hopes. Seeing all these posts on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Snapchat etc. On Valentine's, most are memes and most people who post are single lol but I don't know when I'll finally get a girlfriend. I care about it now, I really want someone to love and someone I can love. I have waited enough in my life.
Life without a partner is just not cool, yes have watched alot of movies and shows recently and my thinking has kinda changed on having someone. I still have crush on that someone but she don't care. It doesn't even matter anymore, now I wish someone else comes in my life and I move on and this time someone who actually gives a damn about me.
I am spending today watching this new Netflix show I found, Altered Carbon and listened to new Justin Bieber's album Changes, I don't even like it lol except 3 songs maybe which are ok. Rest I spent time going through social medias, I wish today was college so at least I could be out and not be at home being on bed. I like being out and do things, with people.
So yeah, this is my Valentine's Day. I hope my future life partner is doing happy right now, living her best moments. It's okay if she has a boyfriend and she is celebrating this day with him, but doesn't matter she will eventually meet me soon. Too bad for her boyfriend, lol. If she is single and thinking something similar like me then it's still very cool. I love her even if I haven't met her, or did? Whatever.
Happy Valentine's Day, as much as I hate it right now.
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