Mysteries of The Universe - Fictional vs Reality

Well Yeah it's 2021 now. 2020 has passed and I'm updating after months. I have been playing Star Wars Jedi Fallen Order and something struck my mind as I was exploring the alien planets.

These fictional planets had traces of alien civilizations that lived there with ruins, buildings, cool technology etc. There's alot to explore and there are alot of new things to explore. 

It's amazing to think that how brilliant the human mind is. How much we can imagine and put that image into reality as movies, books, video games etc that other humans can experience. 

The universe of Star Wars is vast and beautiful. I want humanity to reach its stage and beyond. I want change and progress. 

But then I thought there are alot of things to explore in these fictional game planets. What about the real universe we are living in? Yeah we know about alot of planets and galaxies and universe stuff like moon, asteroids, black holes, nebula, supernova etc. These are mysterious and just by being near our planet we have known so much.

Let's talk about our solar system alright, we have only been to the moon. That's it, Mars seems to be our next stop within 10 hours and I mean as humans landing there. We have sent probes and robots but they aren't human.

Well AI can change alot in the coming years but still away. So what I'm trying to say is these planets we know, they are so abandoned. There are rocks and things that are cool to explore but this is it. 

We do not know about any alien civilization so far, we haven't been contact with any aliens or have hints or anything. We are alone. Like literally. And It sucks. Human mind is so brilliant and we have created so much. 

I think what an alien civilization somewhere far in the galaxy have created with their knowledge and power. The things that they built and how different they are from us. I want to explore the worlds they have created, the things that they have made. I want to experience them. Or at least humanity does in future. I just don't want us to die in this little planet when there is so much to know and so much to see. I really wish man... I had the power. I could push humanity to progress faster. I want to do something, I want to live so long. As much as I want to.

It will suck to find out that we are alone, and there are only planets that are just abandoned with no life. Nothing cool to explore like these Star Wars games. No species so different from us with their own culture. It's one of my worst fear.

This is why I love books, movies, games. At least we have created our own worlds with our own characters and life. Fantasy and fiction is so beautiful. We have created our own civilizations so different from us. Its amazing to think. But I wish all this was real. That things like this do exist in the universe. I wish I could know. I want to know. It's 2:29am right now man. 4 January 2021. And I'm thinking all this. I think I should go sleep now. I am so fortunate to be human.