Time once gone will never come back! - The Value of Time
Time once gone will never come back! - The Value of Time
My parents were so right, they always used to say that learn the value of time as soon as you can because it is something that is the most valuable thing of all. Time never waits for anyone and once it is gone, it will never come back. I will turn 20 years old next month (3 October 2019) and for me this is currently the most unbelievable thing but damn it is really happening. It's hard to believe for me that I have already lived almost 20 years of my life. I am going into my young adulthood phase and it feels like I haven't achieved so many things in my life yet. The last 3-4 years of my life were pretty different because I just craved for fame and money. I wanted to be internet famous, I still want to be famous but it just feels like I have spent a lot of time being a different version of me on the Internet. And I have made a lot of wrong decisions in my life that brings me here to this point.
When I was in my school days, parents kept telling me that study now and you will not regret it later. These school days once gone will never come back and you will miss it and you will think you should have done this when you had time. Well now, school life is already long gone and it is never coming back. I am in college now and soon after some years it will be gone too. All we are left with are memories and maybe photos and videos. I wanna talk about my late school days, see I never really enjoyed school. I always hated it and I don't even miss school, not even for a single day. Because I was a loser there. Being made fun of by other students, getting bad marks and lectures from teachers.. only some moments were memorable but sadly I don't even miss them. I was really bad at Maths and I still took Physics, Chem and Maths in 11th grade and 12th grade. I suffered alot because of that, I didn't understand a lot of things and I was a simple loser there. I almost failed my board exams and when I cleared that out I didn't have a pure vision on what I should be doing next. I thought I would do computer science but changed my mind and then decided to go for business studies with BBA, I even rejected the plan of doing it and then did Hotel Management for 1 year and then dropped out from it too and now doing BJMC (Journalism and Mass Communication). Since I was little I wanted to be famous and rich and have a very awesome life but I never knew how I will actually do it. But now it feels like because of my decisions, will I ever even achieve those goals?
If I had studied so well in school maybe I would have been doing some other course and be not in Amity University, Noida. Even my hotel management time is gone and it is just a memory now. The moments I had there and while living in PG, it was really great and I already miss it.
I guess these last few years of my life had been a good lesson, I have learned a lot of things but still as I spent most of my late teens on the Internet, I couldn't develop my real life personality. I need to change myself and be a better version of myself. Many people have said to me that Arpit you are different in real life and on the Internet. That's really true I guess. I call my Internet persona PrO_RaZe. That's who I am here. Now I am here at Amity doing BJMC till 2022 and maybe I will do a Master's degree as well. Maybe I will do MJMC or MBA in some Mass Com field. Sometimes I think deep and just think that all this will become a memory soon. It makes me feel sad but also inspires me to make the most out of my life. Do as much as I can, make as many memories as I can and meet alot of people and have amazing stories. Enjoy and love what you have currently before it becomes a memory. We learn the true value of something when it is gone. As I said before in previous posts, currently I am in love with a girl and I think do I have a future with her? or she is gonna be another lesson of my life. I am tired of getting lessons, I need blessings now. I want my dreams to come true. I have alot of hope with Amity University, Noida and I feel like the years I am gonna spend here are gonna be really amazing.
When I will be done with my studies and finally get a job, or maybe I won't even get a job but have a business or maybe I will become some kind of celebrity? Or maybe just have a job. Time will tell.
My parents were so right, they always used to say that learn the value of time as soon as you can because it is something that is the most valuable thing of all. Time never waits for anyone and once it is gone, it will never come back. I will turn 20 years old next month (3 October 2019) and for me this is currently the most unbelievable thing but damn it is really happening. It's hard to believe for me that I have already lived almost 20 years of my life. I am going into my young adulthood phase and it feels like I haven't achieved so many things in my life yet. The last 3-4 years of my life were pretty different because I just craved for fame and money. I wanted to be internet famous, I still want to be famous but it just feels like I have spent a lot of time being a different version of me on the Internet. And I have made a lot of wrong decisions in my life that brings me here to this point.
When I was in my school days, parents kept telling me that study now and you will not regret it later. These school days once gone will never come back and you will miss it and you will think you should have done this when you had time. Well now, school life is already long gone and it is never coming back. I am in college now and soon after some years it will be gone too. All we are left with are memories and maybe photos and videos. I wanna talk about my late school days, see I never really enjoyed school. I always hated it and I don't even miss school, not even for a single day. Because I was a loser there. Being made fun of by other students, getting bad marks and lectures from teachers.. only some moments were memorable but sadly I don't even miss them. I was really bad at Maths and I still took Physics, Chem and Maths in 11th grade and 12th grade. I suffered alot because of that, I didn't understand a lot of things and I was a simple loser there. I almost failed my board exams and when I cleared that out I didn't have a pure vision on what I should be doing next. I thought I would do computer science but changed my mind and then decided to go for business studies with BBA, I even rejected the plan of doing it and then did Hotel Management for 1 year and then dropped out from it too and now doing BJMC (Journalism and Mass Communication). Since I was little I wanted to be famous and rich and have a very awesome life but I never knew how I will actually do it. But now it feels like because of my decisions, will I ever even achieve those goals?
If I had studied so well in school maybe I would have been doing some other course and be not in Amity University, Noida. Even my hotel management time is gone and it is just a memory now. The moments I had there and while living in PG, it was really great and I already miss it.
I guess these last few years of my life had been a good lesson, I have learned a lot of things but still as I spent most of my late teens on the Internet, I couldn't develop my real life personality. I need to change myself and be a better version of myself. Many people have said to me that Arpit you are different in real life and on the Internet. That's really true I guess. I call my Internet persona PrO_RaZe. That's who I am here. Now I am here at Amity doing BJMC till 2022 and maybe I will do a Master's degree as well. Maybe I will do MJMC or MBA in some Mass Com field. Sometimes I think deep and just think that all this will become a memory soon. It makes me feel sad but also inspires me to make the most out of my life. Do as much as I can, make as many memories as I can and meet alot of people and have amazing stories. Enjoy and love what you have currently before it becomes a memory. We learn the true value of something when it is gone. As I said before in previous posts, currently I am in love with a girl and I think do I have a future with her? or she is gonna be another lesson of my life. I am tired of getting lessons, I need blessings now. I want my dreams to come true. I have alot of hope with Amity University, Noida and I feel like the years I am gonna spend here are gonna be really amazing.
When I will be done with my studies and finally get a job, or maybe I won't even get a job but have a business or maybe I will become some kind of celebrity? Or maybe just have a job. Time will tell.
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