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My Life & Amity University, Noida's College Life Can't believe it's been 21 days already of 2020 and then at the same time it was kinda long. It depends on how you think it passed, I mean If I remember the New year's Eve while I was watching New Year programmes on TV with parents it feels like it was months ago but in between there has not been much interesting things. It was really cool trying that live a different life everyday thing. Because of that I found and saw some really good stuff on the Internet, particularly on YouTube. I found new music artists and music, also music I listened when I was 12-13 years old but didn't remember the song name. Watched amazing movies and oh Mr Robot finale was so good too.   Oh and I am back to college, yesterday which was Saturday was my first regular class day even though extra classes happened. It was fun being at Amity again, seeing old people and then I got introduced to two more. You know I would

So I started this - A Different Life, Everyday In my previous blog post, I talked about how I felt so boring and empty being at home for over a month and I didn't know what to do and how to pass time, it wasn't good because I wanted the starting of 2020s to be better than ever before, and then I thought why not break this loop and do something different everyday? It really sucks when you have to wake up everyday, at the same time, eating the same type of food, doing the same thing entire day, and then sleep and it goes on and on. It's a boring routine. I don't want my life to be like this anymore so I am making some changes, it's like my new year resolution which I will try my best to keep, even when college opens and I don't have to be at home everyday feeling bored. The goal is to live everyday, but do different things which is out of your everyday routine. It can be going for a 30 minute walk to the park or watching a political video you have no inte

Thinking deep about life for the first time in 2020 I am the type of person who thinks alot, I am very nice at overthinking things which I find is both a blessing and curse. It's 10 January 2020 now and for the first time today I thought pretty deep about my life, I was actually really bored and felt empty like I didn't know what should I actually do. I haven't attended a single class of semester 2 after my exams ended due to some personal problems, I will not make this blog any more personal. I want this new decade to be really different and better than the previous one and I don't want my 2020 to be like 2019 which I have mentioned several times that it's the worst year of my entire life (so far). I see myself being better every single day, the more I learn the better I feel about myself. It's great. But this emptiness I felt today was bad, so I decided to watch some life talk videos on Youtube and I learned new things about life. I feel that I am liv

Watched The Shawshank Redemption & Joker - My Review SPOILERS AS USUAL I am kind of a movie streak this January, from Mr Robot season 4 (show I know), Forrest Gump and now finished Shawshank Redemption and Joker. I watched the Shawshank Redemption on 7th January and Joker yesterday (8 January). Both movies were masterpieces on their own. Now I am feeling I should have reviewed as soon as I watched them because you know when it's a new day it's a different feeling and I was going to watch another movie but decided to review instead first. Forrest Gump and The Shawshank Redemption released same yea 1994 and considered are some best movies of all time, highly rated on imdb. Talking about Shawshank, it was a different movie for me as I had never watched a movie based on Prison life before completely, this is another movie that is totally based on some amazing life lessons and simplicity. I liked the character of Andy so much, I mean he got cheated and then was accu

Forrest Gump - Movie I fell in love with!  SPOILERS I watched this beautiful movie yesterday (5 January 2020) after feeling really empty because I had finished Mr. Robot Season 4 which was another masterpiece. I didn't know how I spend my time so I thought why not watch a new movie? I opened google and searched for best life movies, opened an imdb website and Forrest Gump was at top. I didn't know anything about this movie, I didn't read a single thing about it. I just started watching it and within some minutes I already started loving it and when I finished it after some hours, it became one of my most favorite movie. Everything that I saw in this movie was perfect, from acting to life lessons it was a great experience. There was one scene where Forrest has those braces and he was hanging out with Jenny and suddenly some bullies come outta nowhere on the cycle and start throwing stones at Forrest so Forrest starts running after Jenny says him "Run Forrest

Mr. Robot Season 4 Finale - Finally finished this MASTERPIECE - SPOILERS -  Mr. Robot was always one of my most favorite work of art and TV show and a few hours ago I finished it's last episode and hence finished the show. Yea it ended finally, everything came to an end. I loved it, loved it so much that I feel like the things I have seen through the series it will change my life. I had forgotten about this show actually after season 3 and the gap that happened in between, the gap was 2019 but just 3 days ago I started season 4 and finished by today (Sunday). If I rank it among my other most fav shows which are Breaking Bad and Black Mirror. I think I will place Mr. Robot at the top. The show's last 3 episodes were so mind boggling for me that I was like wow, what just happened. It was something I could never predict. For some moments I thought White Rose was trying to do the right thing from starting and her plan actually worked even though Elliot tried his best to

Goodbye 2019 and 2010s, Hello 2020 and 2020s (Happy New Year) It's 1 January 2020, damn I almost wrote 2019 there as I was typing. It's going to take a while to not make these date mistakes. I am so happy that 2019 ended and If you have read previous posts on this blog then you will get to know why I am saying this. Or let me just sum it up a bit. 2019 was the most different year of my entire life so far, and by that I mean the saddest and most depressing year of my life but then there had been moments that were pretty great as well. I won't say 2019 had its ups and downs, it was mostly downs for me. It wasn't just for me but for my entire family and now as it ended, I see much brighter days coming. I just feel it you know. I have learned a lot of things in the last year and many of them also helped me for character development. and not just 2019 ended but the 2010s decade. Now If I talk about the decade I think it is the greatest decade the humanity has ever w